What have I got to lose, I'm making it 3 for 3.
I am in fact sick, sore throat thing this time. And it has been less than a month since I was last sick, how is that fair?!
Nothing interesting happend to me today, I just wanted to say that I was in fact sick..whether that is an excuse or not, i don't know. But I do know that I am going to bed to try and sleep it off. :(
*** well maybe not my everything, I honestly can't pour my every thought out for everyone to read, it's more of a glimps into my life ***
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
well rested ...or crazy.
Maybe I'm sick...
So as you might have noticed, this is my second blog in as many days! Scary, I know. I'm the one doing it! haha Maybe it's because I haven't been required to take pictures for the last week or maybe it was just the fact that I did nothing for my March break. At any rate, in the past few days I have blogged (we know this), written a rather long article (might end up as just a blog) for no other reason than to write it and I made chilli. I know doesn't sound overly exciting or over whelming but I didn't get up until 4 (PM) yesterday and well managed to get that all done. And then today I edited my article again and actually made attempts at a work practicum...I'm starting to scare myself a little bit. Oh and to top it all off, only 11 weeks until the practicum starts then 5 short weeks until graduation (four weeks of the practicum and one week off). SCARY!!
Oh well, maybe it's just that I am getting a cold or something...second one time in about a month! fun!! <_<
So as you might have noticed, this is my second blog in as many days! Scary, I know. I'm the one doing it! haha Maybe it's because I haven't been required to take pictures for the last week or maybe it was just the fact that I did nothing for my March break. At any rate, in the past few days I have blogged (we know this), written a rather long article (might end up as just a blog) for no other reason than to write it and I made chilli. I know doesn't sound overly exciting or over whelming but I didn't get up until 4 (PM) yesterday and well managed to get that all done. And then today I edited my article again and actually made attempts at a work practicum...I'm starting to scare myself a little bit. Oh and to top it all off, only 11 weeks until the practicum starts then 5 short weeks until graduation (four weeks of the practicum and one week off). SCARY!!
Oh well, maybe it's just that I am getting a cold or something...second one time in about a month! fun!! <_<
Sunday, March 7, 2010
yeah, I'm afraid whataya want from me...
Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
-lyrics from Adam Lambert's song "Whataya want from me"
I can't seem to get it out of my head. Maybe because I keep asking myself "what it is that I truly want"...
I know what I want, but I guess it's the unknown road or path to get there that I am struggling with. It's always the 'unknown' that is difficult....where am I going? how do I get there?! once I'm there what do I do?! where will I stay?! what if I hate it?! what if I love it?! what if it doesn't work out.....UGH!! One day at a time I guess and some how it will allll work out...it has to, right?!
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